Well, it's about time I got back to posting and updating here on dA. A lot has happened since my ex and I broke up. We're still close, maybe even closer than back then, but we are still technically broke up. But I'm trying as hard as I can to get her back. Wish me luck!

As far as other things go, I went to a concert or two and played at couple too. The best concert of my life was the Trivium Concert on October 29th at the Masquerade. I got knocked out when someone dropped me while I was crowd surfing. I got taken backstage and woke up about a half hour later. When I did, I jumped up and went back out and moshed and surfed some more! Trivium was absolutely amazing too!!!

I finally got to play a solo during a song last time I played with my uncle's band. I played a 3:00 long solo during The Allman Brothers song, "Whipping Post". It was such a huge rush!

But, I've also had my dark days too. I ended up in the hospital after I tried to kill myself with 20,000 mg of meds. All I got out of it was severe back pain and damaged muscles in my stomach. Now, I have to live with the fact that I tried to end my own life over such a little problem.

But, I'm fine now. I still have my relapses into suicidal temptation. I do several times a day. But, I can control them, for the most part at least. Obviously, I'm not dead yet!

Wish me luck. Pray for me. Do whatever you want. Just help me remember I'm not alone and all will be right with my world, once again.